Tuesday, October 21, 2008

L & D: So this is what I’ve wanted to do my whole life

Today was emotionally and physically exhausting. I kept plenty busy in L & D today. Before I knew it, it was time for post-conference. I didn't even catch lunch. In only 6 hours I got to be there (and help out in many ways!) on two deliveries.

One baby, I was just a foot away when she entered the world and I watched as she let out just the most adorable cry. It was very special. Way better than what you see on "A Baby Story" and all those other shows. When I looked up and the daddy and the grandmother their faces were priceless. Yes, I about lost a tear, but it was all good.

The other one I watched being delivered and I watched as she never opened her eyes and never took a breath. Her mother never heard her cry. This is something I'll get used to, I know, but it's just so sad. Fortunately, my clinical instructor said that it's great when people can feel for their patients so much. So my prayers are with them tonight. I've been where they are now and I feel their pain all too well.