I can't sleep!

I've got so much on my mind. One thing is going to Myrtle Beach. We're all real excited and went shopping today for stuff for our trip.

My best friend told me a few weeks ago about a house in her neighborhood that's for sale. Today we went and walked through the house. Now I can't stop thinking about it. Here's the thing.

Back in January 2 people were killed in the house. When my friends husband went through the house a few weeks before us he said the carpet was tore up in the living room and the bedroom where the people were found. When we went there today they had the carpet replaced.

The lady (Rachel Buser) was my age. She was safe in her own home and someone came in and in the blink of an eye took her life! Her husband (Jay Nevels) was just younger than Marty. Do I think I could handle living in that house, especially since my husband doesn't get home until real late at night? No, most likely not. I'm not psychic and I've never "seen" a ghost, but I definitely believe the negative energy from something as tragic as this can affect a physical place. I don't think I could handle wondering "What's that noise?!" all the time. I have to admit I didn't feel incredibly spooked when I was in the house. However when going into the bathroom in the master bedroom I felt really sad. That's when I got to thinking about everything. It seems like these were some nice people from what I've read online. It's just so sad. I've got to clear it out of my mind.